Roome Road

I have started another blog with my darling friend Jacob,

I will still be using this one for myself but feel free to check it out!

http://roomeroad.blogspot.com/

Love always,

Ky.xo

Bittersweet Symphony

In the Daylight..

Things will come and go and we have to be thankful for them. They might not turn out the way you planned, or go as hoped. But that's no reason to let it go.

I have my eyes set, I just have to work on getting there.

Photo by Jennifer Dickinson.

Fingers Crossed during restless nights.

Well... The moment has passed.

Yes I had my meeting with Woman's Management. To be honest it couldn't have gone better. Much more then I expected. So if nothing comes of this I have no regrets which is a good thing, because I know there was nothing else I could have done. But I also have a lot of faith in myself and believe that they will get back to me.

See there's a difference between being conceited and confident. I worked hard, I trained, ate well, got my book together. All as preparation for this meeting.

I have a right to be confident.

Of course I have my doubts. But if it's not meant to happen now... it will later.

I'd just much rather have now.

I'm only Human. That's just the way we are.

Ky.xo

Moment.

One moment could change everything.

It could instantly,

Or it could down the line.

I try and keep that in mind. That even though results may not be instant, they may pop back up and surprise you.

My plan was to get into my best shape possible, have my best book possible and get my agent to send my things to an agency that had previously been interested in me.

They beat me to the punch.

Now my moment is a week away.

I'm trying not to have much expectations. Letting what happens happen. But I'm also going in with a confident mind set.

As long as I allow myself to be open to it and put myself there, what's meant to happen will.

Some of my friends don't understand the impact this could have, but I'm using that as motivation. I'm using any person who made fun of me, doubted me or even laughed at me, as my fuel.

I have fire behind me, that's what will get me there.

Here's to a leap of faith & good things to come.

Ky.xo

Favorite thing #35: Smell after it rains.

The best things in life are the unexpected. The last minute leap off the bridge, clasping the rock, climbing up, for the best view of your life.

We must not fear the jump, but go with open arms.

I swear the view is worth it.

I can't get it off my mind.